I have honored my Father as best I could. My Herbad, Jeremy Melvin, said when I was typing the mythos part, the entire energy of the room was like a taunting knot that encompassed me. I felt as if Father Ahriman, was channeling his story through me. There was a huge head change every time I wrote this part. I had a continuing pulse through out head starting at the third eye and move back to the base of my skull. There were times of mass headaches, and dizzy spells. I’ve never channeled or even tried but this shit just happened, and I would have fits of maniacal laughter at certain parts, madness! Bible of Corruption was filled with instances of all this with all the entities that are apart of it. The hymns gave the Daevas an opportunity to allow me to feel them individually and personally. Writing this Sinister Tome was quite a religious experience for me and those around me.
The first thing I must address, I am not a Satanist. I Am a Devil Worshiper, an Ahrimanist. My church is dedicated to the worship of Angra Mainyu aka Ahriman. The concept of HaSatan comes from the Tora, and Satan means adversary. Then you got that fag Lucifer running around as the light bearer. This could be either the messiah, Diane, or fucking Mithra for all I care. Shaytan or Ibliss from Islam is a jinn, or can be equated to Melek Taus from Yeizidism. Either way, fuck the title Satan. I could careless if you are a worshiper of a title or a goof ass atheist with the title.
Yes my religion is theistic, but in a Hindu sense. Meaning the GodHead is apart of me and I a part of it working together. Not in the Qabala way were we all part of the same whole. Take the Jungian Gnostic Pantheism of archetypes and shove them up your fucking ass along with that goddamn dual Gnostic bullshit. We are completely different than any other way in the magical community.
I’m not looking for forbidden knowledge, I’m looking for the lost or buried knowledge that the RHP has hidden from us all. Fuck the victors and their version of the war. I want knowledge of the war itself from all sides. No, I have absolutely no need to do extreme crazy bullshit like drink blood from skulls, shove bones up my ass, or partake in any drugs to attain desired effect. I have no intention on bringing “good” and “evil” into one construct. Evil is freedom period.
For any Satanist or Loosendedafairyman, you have no clue as to what we are doing. Stop assuming or try to take ownership over it. Fuck Ford and his adolescent cry, that he is the founder of Ahrimanism. Bottom line is, he equates Ahriman to Lucifer to Azazel to whatever the fuck of the dual Gnosis. He has accesses to the same info as I do and he chose to play the card he did. Ahriman is the Devil, and I praise Him as such. Antithesis!!!